brandon is so good for me. he said if he doesnt act affecionate, its because he doesnt want to make it seem like he's using me. how perfect. what's usually the case is i go to the movies with someone, and kiss, and end up going out with them. brandon came over last weekend for four hours, with my parents not home, and all we did was watch a movie and cartoons, and talk.
i'm not used to this.
hes perfect.
i dont understand what he sees in me that is "beautiful"
i'm so emo right now. everything is going wrong lately. me and jeremy never talk anymore. ever. fine, forget about me, its not like we spent my darker half of my summer talking and laughing with you...i dont know why you dont want to be my friend.
speaking of missing this summer, every time, every time, i hear cute without the e it takes me back to last april, before the band trip. it makes me miss all the times i had with jenn and mandi and ali and ian, and the band trip.
i miss last year so much. this season just isn't the same.
just isn't the same anymore.
I think you're a really neat person. and I think I want to spend some more times with you, cause you aren't boring and your phone skills are really rad. you call me up again. I think I really like you. you're in my thoughts all the time. I remember what you look like. I can picture us walking hand in hand and side by side. then I look into your grey-blue eyes. I like you an awful lot.